Demons in my head...

...What a beautiful day today... so I'm outside all day and just can't seem to clear my head. So much going on - I try to be happy, yet deep in my heart I know it is all wrong. Teenagers all around me are getting pregnant. Lives are changing - Mistakes are being made - and there isn't a damn thing i can do to change it... so i sit back... observe... and know that soon I will be picking up all the broken pieces. YET with just one simple decision the mistake would never be made...guess i just don't get it!