Saturday, November 29, 2008

Wow, the one thing that made us work as a couple has just been tampered with...This sucks - it really does. First the girls mess with my trust in them and now Kevin. I don't even know what i feel anymore. My suspicions of him drinking again have been confirmed. Guess i should have paid more attention. Denial is a good thing. When you can no longer deny it, then reality sets in and hey - IT SUCKS! I feel alone. i don't want to be home. Im scared. Guess its time to stop joking about going to church to learn how to forgive... I guess its time to do it.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Happy Thanksgiving!! I hope everyone reading this had as good of a Thanksgiving as I did. It was just...relaxing! I started the day off with Cinnimon rolls - and ended it with Dutch Apple Pie! In between those 2 delicious treats were Turkey and all the fixings! The table was set for 3 but only 2 of us sat down to eat. Nicole ended up spending the whole day at Johns...Amber was spose to be at her mothers...haven't heard from her so i'm hoping so. Watched the Lions lose...no big shocker there. and am now trying to stay up to watch CSI. HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008