Wow, the one thing that made us work as a couple has just been tampered with...This sucks - it really does. First the girls mess with my trust in them and now Kevin. I don't even know what i feel anymore. My suspicions of him drinking again have been confirmed. Guess i should have paid more attention. Denial is a good thing. When you can no longer deny it, then reality sets in and hey - IT SUCKS! I feel alone. i don't want to be home. Im scared. Guess its time to stop joking about going to church to learn how to forgive... I guess its time to do it.